What made me lucid was being conscious of my breathing, I realized I was breathing in reality and breathing dream air in the dream.
I found I was standing on a long high way, a road that went on as far as the eye could see.
To my left was a chain link fence protecting some sort of facility and to my right were trees.
Different cars drove by and I took note of their colours, I began to run after one and I pretty much
noticed that I could control my speed, so I ran really fast. I jumped and I pretty much realized that
I could jump really high and then right after that I closed my eyes and left the dream, not forgetting,
remembering and picturing where I wanted to go, I opened my eyes and I had teleported.
I re-entered the dream in a different location, 20 meters down the road and I noticed the colour
of the cars had changed. The scene was the same, though the details were different.
By now I could feel that my time was limited and was apathetic to the realization that reality was
far duller than the dreams I had existed in. I closed my eyes and quickly brainstormed, basically asking
myself the question "If I could go anywhere, where would I go" and I opened my eyes and I was in space.
I was on a space station, holding a book. And I opened the book and I was connected with god, the real god
not a false belief of what we believed god was, but the actual god. Any thought I thought was being watched,
and I consciously thought of questions and answers would appear on paper. I looked at the wall and asked another
question, again another answer appeared. Forgive me for I can not recall the written words but I knew that
this god was consciously aware of my existence whilst awake, I had just managed to form a connection whilst
dreaming. My imagination was fused with logic and everything made sense, there was a reason for everything.
Some things I discovered would even sound blasphemous, but revealing it would only bring about negative
consequences. And nothing is proved, all hypothetical. And then I saw her.
Oh my god,
That deserves a new line because when I saw her, I threw away all sense of reality to be in her presence
I was so humbled and I even winced in pain because she saw through my corruption, she took everything
into account. She had the intellect of a million men and then she asked me "What do you want".
And those words had infinite answers, all clear. Sincere. She was asking me, What do I want?.
So I thought about what I could ask and I remember coming to a crossroads and leaving all my guilt/regret behind
and simply asked "I want to know how long you have been here". A million thoughts rushing through my mind
still thinking of questions. I found that she had existed within the imagination of every being, the oracle.
The voice in your head, she told me that whilst awake we get stuck forming questions and ponder for
longer than required, for the answer was already there we just choose to ignore it. And she forgives you
for all the mistakes you have made.
The dream was fading and this time she spoke directly into me, her words were like a blessing, she saw every
thought I had asked, every question I mean and she uploaded me with every answer I could possibly desire.
I felt the dream trembling, a tremendous pressure was building up as I became aware of my paralyzed body.
She said, "I will never leave you, you may elude yourself but never me." She spoke of my situation,
sleeping in a bed she had uploaded me using an instantaneous mode of communication, like the bandwidth
of my mind had been increased. But it was only dream.